So it's day 2.
My goal today is to smile a few times today. I'm here doing Tonys laundry because that was a goal I've set since yesterday. Anyone else would say I'm being stupid and I probably am. Sacrificing my time to do this for him. But I choose to do this, because I still care. He's an ass hole, but till he leaves I can't stop caring.. Well at least in this matter. My goal, is not to show any emotion today. I smile but only on the surface. I've also turned off my Facebook notification so I won't get pinged when or if he or byrant post anything. He plans on staying at Bryant's again tonight. Our friend Mike is spending his day off at the apartment. I really don't care. After I'm done with laundry I'm going to drop off the clothes and go see my mom. Then the afternoon will be me getting drunk. Then tomorrow I host Jerry and his sex obsessed boyfriend.
I know my dealings with tony will be brief.. He'll be gone soon. I've got to keep my self together. It's day 2, let me be better than I was yesterday.
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